*Emo Sigh*

I haven't posted any songs lately, because honestly the songs that have been playing in my head aren't available to the world.

Falling for musician guy from my work sucked...
Confessing crush knowing:
a. He has a lovely girlfriend now
b. He's moving...
sucked more. But I did it, which is more than I can say for every other serious crush I've ever had. (Aside from the mutual tenative confessions that went on with my ex) Sigh... I sound like such a middle school girl sometimes. Social Anxiety for the win...

Worse though, was realizing that unless his band makes it, I may never hear him play again...
Devastating.

Actually, I really like his solo stuff, and hopefully he really will work on posting it somewhere...

At least, if nothing else, I'll have his Beatles covers in my head... The sad thing about original music is that it is much more difficult to remember the lyrics. Or, if I remember the lyrics, I lose the melody.

I will have hope. I inevitably ended up missing out on all the concerts over the last year, but if he's any indication, they should be some kind of groovy.

I don't want to lose that music....



(I wish I had the courage to give him my e-mail address. He's said previously that he respects my opinion on his lyrics, and that he would like to communicate about them after he leaves. *!&# If only I could step out of myself and offer, before he is out of state.)